Diwali Prep and Dandiya night

I went out with my husband to attend a friend's birthday party. It was fun dining eight friends together followed by water and beer fight :)
Today we have plan to attend Dandiya function in evening. I hate dressing up for such occasion but still I am looking forward to this gathering.
Oh yes I finally resumed gyming with RD with time. It feels great working out.  I will also be learning swimming soon.
After praying for so long finally it is raining today. Rain simply adds smile on my face. I feel like having nice coffee.
Current status : 1, 2, 3 Check-
a) Oiled my hair with coconut hair (missed mom as she always use to oil my hair)
b) Applied Aloe vera (wo bhi Ramdev baba ka, lol...) in my face.
Saturday always feels like self pampering. Bubble bath in tub, followed by home made hair treatment, facial adding some nice movies with my husband.
My mother in law made pan cake. Thought it didn't come out how I know what pan cake looks like, it was still very nice of her to make pan cake for me for the first time. I know it is not fair, instead I should be cooking for her. That time will also come soon ;
My sister is law will be joining us for Diwali so planning for nice Rangoli this time. Though I am very bad in art, I will be helping her to fill the outlines with colours.
Apart from normal Diyas, candles and firecrackers if you guys have some other Diwali decoration ideas please share with me.
Oh yes RD's Bday is nearing. Its on 23rd September. I am still not able to come up with good idea to surprise him. Please help me.

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Sometime all I feel is lonely that too when I'm in my dream city. All friends have left to their respective places. Left none who are too close. Everyone wanna come back to this awesomeness, enjoy little more of it but everyone can't play roll the dice and have a probability = 1. (dont how the maths thing came up, may be after effect of CFA exam) .

New friends I'm afraid and least interested to make. Rest are just following by may be for good. It was Anil's B'Day yesterday and we had like so much of fun. I'm glad Bhatt too is joining the crowd. Hope to see you soon.

Waiting for call from my previous company Ernst and Young and meanwhile applying in other's company's site. I hope best falls in place. Can't wait to get set go.

Went shopping, finally bought comfortable pumps. Wow first time ever I never wore pumps in my life. Actually wore it today. Felt too good.

Watched a movie call 'Waitress'. Amazing movie. Loved it.

Developing some kind of nerve pain on my foot for which I gotta meet my Doc on Monday. Another bus trip to the old spot (the hospital).

I know everyone is too busy in life but guys if you get time do comment on blog. It keeps me going. Love you all.

Hotty-Naughty

Its feeling much better to get back to converse and slip-ons, less limping and walking almost normally. Yeah people can still recognise some effect easily but who gives a fuck. I get to walk. Long shopping and walks are back in my activities. I even travel by bus now. Crowd phobia no more but still i choose less crowed places. I'd always been like that. Spoke to dad today. He wanted me to go for morning walk. Yeah dad no parks here only busy roads. Virtual walking also doesn't help except in my dreams.

Can't wait for exam to come and go. Most of the time I'm with my book but i don't feel like studying.

Bangalore is getting hot these days. Less rain and more heat. Najar lag gai meri Bengaluru ko, hayo rabba!

Excited RD will be in town tomorrow and I'm going to airport to grab that piece of hottie.

Back to Blog

Its amazing feeling to be back home. Bro was there to pick me up in the airport. We went to eat ice cream and pizza on the way back home. My dog, Buddy greeted me with lots of kisses and there my mom and sis were standing with smile and arms wide open. It was so so amazing to receive hugs, i badly was in need to it. My grand dad couldn't believe his eyes When he saw me. May be he didn't have a clue that i was coming. It was a sudden plan after all. I was feeling lost in Calcutta. I didn't have single close friend.

May be that's how life is. Not always perfect. Have to deal with all the phases and each phase teaches you something special. A reason to live life. A reason to struggle for something you don't know. Life is all about phases and phases is all about life. How to be bright when you low, how to handle excitement and surprises are the each levels of life. All the best with it.
I've come to conclusion how I can handle my mood when i am low. Here are some of my secrets to change my mood

1. talk to someone who is most of the time funny and whose talks makes You laugh. Positivity kills negativity right?
2. Listen to good music is loud volume for sometime so that you can't think of anything else not even your own thoughts .
3. Go out with bunch of friends and shop or eat or do something that makes you smile.
4. I love watching flights in sky. Its something that always bring smile on my face. So when 'm low you might find me looking at the sky to catch a glimpse of Aeroplane or if not, going for a drive to airport.
5. Read Cosmopolitan magazine.
6. Talk on phone with someone who won't make fun when you cry on phone. So if you have no way out let the being low phase out of your body crying for once and for all helps.
7. Watch a nice movie.
8. Drink, get high, yell and get over with it for once and for all. If you are not a yelling kinda person you can stay calm, composite and go to bed of coarse to sleep.

I have jotted down 8 points. Now its your turn to share some secrets. What do you do to change your mood when You are low?

P.S. I just reached Kolkata today. Got headache and feeling pathetic.

GOOD TIMES, PLS DON’T LEAVE ME…

Finally after going through Harshita’s tag and peter’s post i felt like writing something on my blog.

My sister left Calcutta. and guess where she was today ?? not at home resting but with mom shopping in Siliguri.

Mom and dad Finally decided to visit Salasar (a religious place, as they had promised god that if i’ll recover from my accident they will pay a visit to Salasar)

My Parents were Happy that my sister got her mole removed. (reminds me of a page in MTVINDIA about two pics of ENRIQUE with mole and another without MOLE.. Where is the mole gone????)

Guess what is the effect of di getting mole removed??? my mom too wanna get it done next time when she comes to Calcutta. Pagalpanti bhi Jaruri hai ;) thank god I am not blessed with such moles. ;)

I have a Imint card and so does My friends Gaurav.. i asked him how many point has he collected?? 1200 points. looked into a website.. i think i liked the Chocolate hamper which contains

1pc milk chocolate,

1pc dark&white chocolate,

1pc butter scotch nuts,

1pc wafer crunch,

1pc coconut calypso,

1pc fruit n nut,

1pc almond roasted dark chocolate,

1pc cashew in dark chocolate.

 

Now m thinking 1150 points for just 8 chocolates :-ss (nail biting smiley) worth it?? Abee i know free ka hai.. but but.. WhaT EVER.

Today i woke up with sound of joy. i got up, went to balcony and saw it was raining. kids were screaming, people had smile on their face, enjoying the rain. Rain in calcutta today was like the song ghanana ghana ghir ghir aaye Badra.. (kale meghe kale megha pani toh barsao from WHat is  that movie of Aamir khan ya??)

Finally i went to church today after physio. it was awesome feeling. Had momo after ages!!

 

 

 

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Mumbai Meri Jaan

I reached Mumbai airport. I waited for RD to come. We didn’t know there are different terminal for different airlines. I and mom were in one terminal exit and RD was in other terminal . e both were waiting to see each other but it took him half an hour to reach me. He look more handsome this time as he has reduced little weight.

Hospital report

I met a neuro-surgeon and orthopedist. Good news. All is well. I just need to contemplate on my physio. (for all the readers who aren’t getting what I am dealing with can read the label accident)

About Mumbai

First thing I noticed was the crowd, it sucks. Traffic sucks and it is over populated. Good thing is it has train line in the city. In every 3 km you have a platform so it is cheap and quicker means of transport. The crowd in train is so bad that if you don’t wanna get down also the crowd will push you out. So if you really wanna get down to a station without much effort just stay near the gate and the crowd will push you so much and you’ll find you are already out of train.

Mumbai vasiyo are friendly and not cheaters like Bangalorian’s auto driver. Sad thing is I didn’t see any film star :( The building appeared narrow to me as showed in movies. Old houses still standing which badly needs polished. Though the crowd is too much, it is a clean city, after all hamare film stay there.

Things I did

RD introduced us to a place called Fashion Street near Mumbai hospital. Some 100 stalls lined up and they sell cheap stuffs like bags, clothes and chappals etc.

You know ladies and shopping are like twin. Mom freaked out when she saw awesome stuff that too so cheap. She bought some nine bags and 6 pairs of chappals and tops for me. I usually feel awkward shopping at such places but then mom was so happy and I didn’t wanna spoil her mood. Slowly she is getting to understand my choice. This time she actually found my kinda girlie tops :) Jai Ho mummy ki.

One thing I badly wanted to eat was VADA PAU. Seriously it was incredible. We had finger licking Pau bhaji too. (mouth watering??? Hehe, Mumbai jao vada pau kaho)

vada pau

I met

My college friend Fiona. I think I have mentioned about her in my early post. A friend that I was very close to during college. She is like a elder sister. Because of her only I bunked 60% of my income tax classes and managed to get 80 % percent attendance as a whole at the end of term. She wasn’t a spoil gal but she had to do some unwanted stuffs like giving proxy or managing proxy for me and Shally (another good friend) through some other proxy giver. Oh and she is hyper energetic person and a novel lover too :)

As a whole my trip to Mumbai was awesome. Only thing is mom couldn't go to chaupati and marine drive, and such places cause of me. ( I think I need to build up my stamina as I get tired of walking very easily.

Marine Drive, Mumbai

RD tried his best to impress mom. He took her to famous bakery shop, one of his fav. in Mumbai, for breakfast but alas mom is a Indian food lover. She doesn’t like other thing. She managed to eat a veg. puff and little sandwich, a tea without milk :( that too tea bag types. Later she told me that she was hungry!! Shit!! Never mind. She acted contempt in front of RD...

Goodbyes with RD was as usual sad. While leaving he said bye to mom. I said pau chuo ma ka. He actually bent down to touch her feet :) and I hugged him goodbye :(

My flight to B'lore too was good. I chose jet airways. Will cont. the story about the man I met in flight (not a crush this time) in my next post.

P.S. I’m obsessed with a song called JAI HO of SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.

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Laila Majnu

My story, My way....

She checks herself in the mirror, once again, for the last time. Today, she applies lip gloss to add something to her regular look. All she has in her mind is the cute guy she saw the other day. She's well dressed, her hair is well combed. She manages to take a auto. Dhuu. . Sara gadbad hogaya. Her hair had got spoilt because of wind blowing furiously during her ride in the auto. She cribs. She struggles to reach the hospital. She opens the ward room's door . She sees the guy sitting on one of the chairs. He looks at her with a smile on his lips. She smiles back.

Laila ne Majnu ko kiya impress bina khaye minto fresh...

She smiles, he smiles. She goes to him, giving what she was hoping was a sensuous look. She opened her mouth to flirt, when she heard a voice say "Papa".
Stunned, she turns back swiftly and sees a boy with Darsheel from TZP type of teeth. Majnu pretends as if Laila is not in front of him and walks by her. He hugs the boy.
Laila holds on to a chair nearby.

Laila ka dil ke hue sau tukre.

P.S I hate it when I blush, because every one comes to know... :-| even the autowala looking slyly through the mirror at me :-((

Smileys...The perfect day

My mom was fasting yesterday so she was looking for a reason not to go to hospital ( as part of my treatment I have to go to hospital every day for one hr physio you know that is how the last post came.. I have travel more than 10 km in auto every day to reach hospital). The weather is cold, lets not go she said. I replied, its cold I know but that is not the reason. She said she had to buy fruits to eat. I replied, carry on I will carry on with my physio alone. I will manage., That is how it started.

God plans everything for every one.

I was little worried how will I catch auto myself, what if the auto stops in between, says his gas is over and I have to change auto and if I don’t find any other auto on the road..
Will all this thoughts in my mind I still carried. My friends had come to meet me so I left with them
Smiley 1 - they got auto for me (so no worries to look for auto)
Smiley 2 - I reached the hospital the gateman helped me with my crutch and I came out of the auto easily.
Smiley 3 - I reached the physio room and saw a damn cute guy
Smiley 4 - he actually spoke to me ... I'm still blushing..
Smiley 5 - my ankle pain is reduced cause of treatment. I was feeling better
Smiley 6 - my knee bending extended from 70 to 80 degree!!! Great achievement.
Smiley 7 - I got up to leave the physio room after the treatment, the cute guy helped me with the door.
Smiley 8 - a guy was standing next to the lift, saw me smiled at me and helped me to get inside the lift. I didn’t even had to pree the lift button. He did it all. I felt like a princess.
Smiley 9- after I reached the ground floor from the lift there was another guy to opened the lift for me
Smiley 10 - I met my old ambulance driver, he smiled and helped me till the gate of the hospital
Smiley 11 - I didn’t have to hunt for the auto to go back home. There were a family who got out of the auto in the hospital gate and I hopped in as fast as I could with all the smiley face.
Smiley 12 - thank god this time the auto meter wasn’t the faulty one. Other wise 90 percent meters of auto is faulty x(
Smiley 13 - my friend Shally came or overnight stay and we sat in balcony with drinks adn music and had great time :))

My day was perfect. I changed my template too and m loving it. Thanks to riversoul (Sid) for having patience.

Christmas & New year bash.. and some weird feelings

I'd awesome fun on Christmas and new year too. Had a house party in both the events. I think its the best idea. Going to a public place, paying amounts which is not at all worth is stupid. You don't even have fun wit friends and i hate such over populated area. Best thing party hard, booze hard and sleep peacefully in your own cozy bed.
Finally my new year ended superbly when some of my close friends jammed up for a get together. My friend Monika is pregnant so we all jammed up at her house to give her a surprise. Tomorrow I've to go to hospital in evening. My plaster is out and it feels nice. Atleast i look like a normal person can wear tight fitting jeans, same socks and chaps too. To my surprise i ended up fitting in my old "All star" converse too. Nothing could make me more happy. My doc has suggested me to try some knee bending exercise as it is stiff since i was in plaster for a year.

i went out after such a long time had fun, was happy but when i came back home i felt as if i committed any sin. May be m feeling this cuz i went out after long time. or may be i felt bad cuz mom said she was home alone yesterday and couldnt sleep. i dont knw what kinda feeling is this which when i discussed with my friend i was into tears. I'm little light hearted now after speaking to him.

Missing RD so badly.. :( :(

Plans, Plans and Plans

One more week and then I am off to B’lore. My plaster will be removed and I don’t know what doc will tell me. Hate the thoughts of plaster cutter, I’m shit scared of plaster cutter :( :( I choose not to be in my sense when the doc cuts my plaster. I am sure doc will be damn happy to see me walking and catching up speed. I hope all goes well.

One more week left and I think I have so less time to think of stuff I need to be doing..
Stuff to do in Blore- I have to renew my passport, close my Citibank account, collect my degree certificate from college (I hope Shally does that work), I have to take my college id without which I won’t be able to collect my certificate, also arrange for someone to pick up my training certificate from a one time friend.

I’d a plan to slap a looser when I get to B'lore but then I dropped it. It is better not to face past and move on.

My mom hates the idea of going to B’lore but she has to as my guardian, she’ll get bored like hell. It’s really tough for a pure vegetarian (my mom) to stay in place where everytime we get the smell of meat :( :( sucks. We can’t even think of changing a place because this flat is pretty good and close to my hospital. Apparently Shally gave up work so I guess we’ll more time together chilling out and all the ladies Gupshaf, Christmas celebration and get together, wine and music. So appealing.. wow

Going back to B'lore will be getting back to where I belong. Six years in B'lore and I’m in love with this place, a place which taught me so much, my hostel days, my first love, my independence, my first job and first salary, my first time to disco, wine and beer, the first time I got sloshed, my college days, the days with interviews –struggling to get a decent job through college placement.. and then my first permanent job – first designation as process associate, first Boss and then so many awesome angelic and devilish friends.. (miss you all- Shally Preeti, Rahul, Neha Jess, Croco, Hemant, Fiona, Monika, Poonam, Kiran, Sachin, Sonika, Anju and the list is never ending....)

Now I didn’t have intention to turn back to my past, I was here to plan my future.. lol.
I’ve exam on 4th and 11th Jan, Guys wish me all the best (though I haven’t prepared well)
Will miss blogosphere and all my blogger friends, (I’m not sure if I’ll have net connection there, but i’ll try my best)
I hope my old B’lore mobile number works (they better don’t do any panga for reactivating my mobile no.)
Eeekkksssss I got butterfly in my stomach!!!
Peter Please try to make it on Calcutta airport (hope to see you)


~~~~Listening to since you’ve been gone by Kelly Clarkson~~~~~

Studies panga, adjusting problem and love-wrecked

I think I’m wasting more time in worrying about my exam then working towards the solution (one and only solution) studying.

Ah I don’t know how I got the habit of typing two dots to end the sentence.

First time I am studying a book on portfolio management and I got doubt in first page only :| I didn’t know if what does portfolio means when It comes to financial terminology and If investors and portfolio manager means the same.

I thought to clear my doubts asking these questions to a MBA student. I thought of Neha, a friend of mine. She said I was sounding so tensed. Well I m tensed may be for the first time for my exams. I didn’t know distance learning could be so stupid and ICFAI could be so unsystematic.

Good news RD’s dad bought one more dog today and this time its female. She is just One month old. I asked my dad if I can go to RD’s house to meet him. He objected :( :(

I wish I didn’t have to ask my parents for such things. I had more liberty when I was studying in B'lore. When my parents can trust me then why do they object without any reason and aren’t we grown up enough to take decision for ourselves for such small things??

Well anyways I realised my cribbing started since I m home. I have lived 6 yrs without any restriction in B’lore and thus I hate when I’ under someone, to follow what they say to ask them before doing anything. I was prosperous and contempt then I was outside cause no one said anything and I liked it that way. I very well understand parents guide us but think for small matters I can take decision myself.

That’s why I want to be alright soon and start working and have my own life. In some years get married and there will be in laws to shadow. Don’t do this... Don’t do that... not acceptable in society and what will people think? what will other say? It doesn’t look good.

Die thinking about society and die without living the one and only life we get our way.. Sucks..

I need a break!!

Btw Neha just told me that she is finished with her first post for blog & will soon start blogging. She is love-wrecked right now (I discovered the word “love wrecked” as I saw this movie called Love wrecked two days back!! :P)

Ramdom Rambling

As usual I open my book to study.. started falling asleep. I nice song was playing in the radio. Ya at times I prefer to study with music in low volume.. a song from Bachna ae hasino – Khuda jane..

I started dreaming when the song was playing in the background. I thought of taking 4 mins break though I hadn’t started to study yet. But it was worth it.

I thought I’ll get back to my studies, my eyes moved to the new novel my bro gave me. It’s called ‘Almost Single’ by ‘Advaita Kala’ (never heard about this author), I read a few pages yesterday and found it interesting so I chucked the idea to carry on with my studies and got involved to read a few more pages.

After reading two pages of ‘Almost Single’ I took a nap for 10 mins, I was logging in to gtalk from my cell using GPRS. A college friend buzzed me. I was in the least mood to check out what was she messaging.. started with Hi, Hello and she disclosed a plan of get together!!! Get together, the word worked liked mug of hot coffee to me. So we have a get together planned up on 25th dec in Sigma mall B'lore. In case my plaster is out by then.

As I’m leaving for Blore on 23rd Dec and most probably will see my doctor on 24th morning which means my plaster will be out, which also means my leg will be back to being sensitive and for sure he’ll ask me not to walk outside the house, I asked my friend if by any chance I won’t be able to join them they have to come over to place.. She happily agreed. Gosh!! M holding my excitement cause if I get over excited the plan will crash down for sure :(

After the gup shup , I went to make a hot cup of coffee for myself. Then came my sister “you making coffee, I too want...”, I was angry on her because yesterday she made Maggie and didn’t even ask me if I wanted to eat, I and sis are Maggie partners.. I always cook Maggie for her and we both enjoy it to the core, she doesn’t prefer pasta.. so guess who is my pasta friend ?? buddy, my dog I call don’t call her a bitch.. It’s so weird to call bitch, it’s comfi to call dog..( why??) Whatever. Buddy the bitch loves pasta. As usual when she gets smell of pasta she starts pacing in the kitchen and waits till m done with pasta. When I get the plate in the dining table she sits on her seat (yes she has her own chair reserved in dining table) and waits for me to serve her. Chalo koi toh mila to share pasta or else I hate to eat alone. Coming back to the story I didn’t make coffee for her, I’m revengeful?? Yes I am at times to make others realise that what they do hurt me so better wont mess with me.

During Evening, I love to spend at least half an hour in terrace and in the intervening time water plants. I love to watch plants grow, didi does the part of buying plant and seeds; planting them and I have a daily routine to water them. Sadly there are so many buds and I won’t be able to watch them turning into flowers as by then I’ll be gone to B'lore. I think will ask didi to take the snap of the flowers, hmph actually she is the last person when it comes to expectations!!

Okie too much of updates. I think I should study or Peter will again mess me saying I only give reasons for not studying :|

Listening to Ehsaas by Atif .. ok ok shutting down the music and getting back to study!!!!

P.S. I currently downloaded a song called Haule Haule from Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi.. damn cool track.

Rules of my own

I have made the below rules for one or the other reason and it can be reasonless too.. as I’ve already bent rule no. 4(hair colour) I might end up any of the above rules in my future too :P.. after all ‘rules are meant to be broken’.. I had made some rules for myself..

1) Never try drugs

2) Not to have sex before marriage

3) Never get tattoo or piercing

4) Never get hair colour

Though these are rules to myself but I have different opinion about each of them.. I think it’s good to try everything..

Let it be drink, fag, drugs or sex..I once planned to break rule no. 1 (as I said earlier there is nothing wrong in trying. There is difference in trying and getting used to things..) but then the planned didn’t work out, after that m still stuck with rule no. Never to try drugs :P

Sex before marriage.. wouldn’t talk much.. it’s a very personal topic. But i think if we truly love someone there is nothing wrong in having sex before marriage. After all sex is just a way to express love(for me). yes sex out of lust is something else. Now.. I don’t know what to say about this.. we are human.. human were and are animals too :P lust is normal. I know Indian society would think it in different way.. but I think if sex is outcome of lust then it’s ok, unless you regret doing it later ...

Tattoo & Piercing.. Personally I loveeeeee tattoo and piercing.. I m good in inducing people to get tattoo and piercing but I’m not a person to resist same tattoo for long.. I think it’ll be boring later and I heard it hurts a lot.. :O I love piercing around eyebrow area or ear piercing let it be 2nd, 3rd piercing.. but my family would not like it.. so i never felt like bending rule no. 3.... I might in future think about tattoo.. it looks so hot..

Hair colour??? I was (notice the word WAS) never for hair colour.. yes I love hair colours, I admire watching other’s hair. I think coloured hair makes you look outstanding.. it is so noticeable.. I heard a lot that it screws up hair quality.. so it was never in my to do list. These days I couldn’t keep my eyes of gals wit streaks.. I was so J.. So finally I got mine.. RED and Gold.. you might have checked it already in my previous post.. yeppeee ya ya yepeeee...

I have made the above rules for one or the other reason and it can be reasonless too.. as I’ve already bent rule no. 4(hair colour), I might end up bending any of the above rules in my future too :P.. after all ‘rules are meant to be broken’..

Phobia and highlights

My trip was awesome.. I had blast in Siliguri. Everyday my Bhaiya and Bhabi took me out for dinner and long drive.

One thing I realised is that I’m scared to travel in hill station. I had gone for a drive in one of the days with Bhaiya. As the hill station part started I asked my bro to get back home. For no reason I also have phobia of touching switch board with wet fingers and also on bare feet. Another phobia includes lighting gas with lighter. Whenever I light gas with lighter it makes some boom sound or give some kinda current passing feeling. My mom says she never feels like that. :( :( that is the reason I prefer to light the gas with matchstick :|can’t help it. Don’t know how will I manage in my future as now I don’t have to cook unless I want Maggie or coffee but later at my husband’s place I’m sure I have to cook.. again thinking about lighter *$#@.. No No (Nidzzi biting her fingers).

Hey guys.. I got my hair highlighted.. I never thought I would play with colours but I was so excited when out of the blue I made my mind to get my hair highlights. Trust me it’s looking marvellous.. I can’t help admiring myself. Check out my pic...
I’m still confuse if I can prolong using normal shampoo or should I switch to shampoo for coloured hair?

Listening to Tere Bin Nahi Ladga Dil Mera Dolna from Bend It Like Beckham(not sure if the movie name is correct but I love this song and the movie Bend It Like Beckham as well)

Dreams, Smiles and To Do List

I had been looking for flight tickets in net for 10th Dec to B'lore... but now I have changed my plan I’m planning to postpone my trip to 23rd Dec so that I can enjoy Christmas and New year in B’lore.. I hope my plan works out.. I am so looking forward to it. In my dream also I see B’lore, house party at my place.. and so much gup shup with my friends in B’lore.. I see Doctor removing my plaster and I’m screaming.. m damn scared with the plaster cutting machine, it freaks hell out of me. first of all the machine vibrates so much and then it makes so much sound and then the blunt blade use to cut plaster gets heated up which I feel it at times... :( but then my plaster will be out and I’ll be able to have bath easily.. Meanwhile I wrap my leg in towel and then in plastic cover and then tie it with a rope so that water doesn’t get inside my plaster..its been around 5 mths with the same plaster and no itching prob yet :)

Another thing that comes in my mind when I think of B'lore is – going to that Loser’s house and slap him.. ahh my hands itching to slap him.. it’ll be fun.. I have to practice to put serious face when I see him.. if I smile at him, everything will be screwed. I’m bad at putting serious face.. :|

Yesterday I felt like going to temple. I called my bro and asked me if he can drive me to temple in our khatara Jeep. To my surprised he agreed. I dragged my sister along with me as I was scared to walk alone in crowd cause of my leg thingi..Since It was Purnima, temple was full of visitors. As I live in a small town, most of the localities know me. They were happy as well as shocked to see me in public. but as a whole it was fun. I was there in temple for ten mins. It was surrounded with Diyas, made me feel like Diwali again. Post Diwali effect lol.
When I came back home Buddy welcomed me.. she acted as If I was meeting her after ages..

My to do list

• Yet to watch Golmaal returns

• Yet to study

• Yet to increase my water intake

• Yet to Confirm my air tickets

• Complete M.B. that I’ve been reading since 3 months.. m such a slow reader and lazy dumb.

• To exercise, shit I have to reduce my tummy before I go to B'lore.

~~~ listening to O Humdum Suniyore from Saathiya.. ~~~

Updates

Hey guys.. Thanks for the get well soon wishes. My back in feeling better. I was chatting with Aevi today morning and he informed me to use ice instead of hot water bag.. But thankfully it was relaxing I neither had to use hot water bag nor ice.

My bro had gone to Siliguri to fix my prob with ICFAI thing and finally I'm able to register online :)
grrrr .. i'll die correcting my spelling mistakes..

M still hunting for cheaper flight tickets to B'lore. I think my bro, mom and i'll be traveling together in December

Two movies are in my wish list --- Fashion and Golmaal returns.. IF you guys have already watched let me know how it is...
As i have habit of saving all the blog post and reading later, i finally was in mood to contribute to blogvilla. I read around 8 pending post todays and replied to all :)

I finally cooked better Pasta today.. I am proud of myself.. I did it!!

After a long time i played Housie (dont know the correct spelling) with my cousins.. it was fun. Won 25 Bucks net profit :) Momo kharidneka paisa haasil huwa ;) so tomorrow Momo party.. You guys are invited too :)

P.S. - listening to Hum Tum...

Don't know why..

I am having a terrible time since yesterday evening. Suddenly I got a back ache and it’s so awful that I’m not able to walk straight. If I sit down I’m not able to stand and vice versa.

I’m doing a distance learning course from ICFAI and I have exam in Jan. I’ve to register for Jan exam within 1st week on Nov and I’m not able to decide which centre to choose cause m not sure if I’ll be in B’lore or in Nepal. If i’ll be in Nepal I’ll be choosing Siliguri as a centre which is two hours from my place. I’m so confused and so tensed. Last time also I missed my exam as I couldn’t register on time. This time I don’t want to miss out exam or else it’ll be overall loss of 6 months.

I don’t know why I can’t type ING correctly. Whenever I type something like cooking, dancing etc I always tend to type it cookign, dancign. I so hate it. It’s been 1 and Half year and I still can’t type without looking at the type board accurately.

My fucking laptop is not getting defragmented. It has become so slow. All thanks to vista which I’m so used to. I’m thinking to update my ram when I get to go to b’lore. Battery backup of HP sucks big time. My lapi is alive just for 20 mins without power plug.

Now a days I lost interest in watching Prison break (I already have three series and I’m in middle of second one), reading novel and studying maybe cause every time I think of these, my minds goes to computer game which I’m so addicted too.

I’ve been reading less blogpost these days, don’t know why..
I’m contributing less to blogpost comparatively, don’t know why.
I still look fwd to Harshita, Aevi, Peter and mads’ post I don’t know why..
Recently I thought of joining Rockstar Lounge, I don’t know why..
This post might sound stupid but I’m still typing I don’t know why..

Listening to –She hates me by Puddle of Mudd ~~~~

The magic worked

I was in a fucked up mood. I had been trying to sleep since two hours. It’s past midnight, my watch says its past 2 at night/morning whatever you call.

Its hard to get sleep when the mind is not in peace and you have so many wondering thoughts.. I turned on my music player of my cell.. GNR.. sweet chid on mine.. My ever fav. song started playing.. I think its the most foot tapping song. A smile added to my lips.. all I could think was purple haze.. all time fav pub in B’lore, people banging their long and not so long haired head and jumping with the sneakers and beer to get the place right.. ooo man.. how I love that song.. did all the trick and I was back to my normal me.. with smiley face.

Thanks GNR.. you rock..

Also reminded me of Shally playing the starting rhythm of sweet child in the guitar.. She Is awesome..

PS whts the ultimate song that can get you back to the right mood, the all time foot tapping song.. ??