Back again

The reason I started blogging was to comfort my mind. I was going through a tough phase and there were none who could understand me what exactly I was going through. Finally I found a way out, strangely blogging helped. I was happy to see comments and realised people somewhere, though they don’t know me, still understood me far better than people around me. What could be the reasons?

Any ways you might have noticed that the frequency of my blog post has tremendously gone down in past few months. One reason is I am married and I don’t have much easeful time to write down anything. Past few days I have been so busy with home responsibilities. Life is not that easy after marriage but soon I hope I will find a comfortable corner and time.

Another reason is RD(my husband) is always there to listen to me. He has become my immediate shoulder to lay on. So I happen to share all my feelings with him so I am back to normal me and I don’t feel like blogging it out.

There were few of my posts which were romantic and of past memories. Well I am not much into much romantic imagineation now as I am already living my dreams and yes I have been missing past more than any other times specially my mother.

Today I am glad I could  finally write down something. I hope I will visit this space more often. Miss you all my blogger friends. Ab dimag shayad kaam karega ;) lol

Sleepless

It was one of those nights when I couldn't fall asleep.  From the frozen leg to the terrible head aches, reasons were adding up to my sleepless night which made things more difficult.  Only if he could have been home I would sleep in peace. The silence of the night, the water dropping sound from the tap and the ticking sound from the wall clock were adding to mess around with my mood. 

It was late, eleven at night and no sign of sleep but only increasing ache in my head. To idle away the time I decided to call a friend.  I spoke to him for couple of minutes and hung up.  People in Nepal sleep so early that I couldn't think of any other single soul to whom I could talk at such point of time. Tossing and turning in bed, I frisked for my laptop so that I could spend some more time chatting around but then I realised my laptop was gone.

It was one at night and I wanted to call my best friend. Being married I gave a second thought if it was alright to call a guy who is my best friend at such point of time. Marriage does weird thing, makes you matured and makes you act stupid too. Though my husband is very understanding and he understands how close I am with my friends no matter boy or girl, still the second thought emerged my mind and I decided to hang up when I heard a knock at the door.

“Who is it?” I asked. It was him.

Me & my mother in Law

My mother in law had come home for a short visit on her way to Siliguri. It’s always so good to see her. Before my engagement I could not talk to her as a daughter as it would felt forceful but since I am engaged things have turned better. She calls me up almost every day and it has become a habit to talk to her once or twice a day. This bond feels good and I hope it stays like this forever. It was little difficult to call my mother in law as “Maa” (that is what she wanted me to call her), but now it doesn’t really matter. Indeed we both like to say and hear “Maa”. When other members of mine or his family gets confused of which mother I am referring, I tell them Mumma means my mother in law and Mummy or Maa means my mom :)

She got a pretty salwar suits for me today and now she wants a party from me since my birthday is nearing. Wow things are happening!!

Writings..

It’s been a couple of month I left Bangalore, a month since I am engaged, nearly 19 days since my sister got married. So many things have changed. With these changes I always wanted to share my heart to this blog but this and that always kept me away from being here.

Today finally I gather time to jot down and like always it feels great.

I was asked by my company to write blog post. Wait! does it mean professional post?? Oh yes!! The word “Formal/professional” doesn’t describe me when it comes to writing. As Harshita, My Shit-For-Tat friends and other fellow bloggers always described as “Dil Se” writer with “No mirch masala”. Well I still took this challenge of writing and learning for my seniors and thought it’s always good to learn more. I indeed wrote two posts that was published on my company bloglist on my name and designation (which I can’t divulge here sorry!! company policy).

It is not easy to write a formal post as so many things should be kept in mind. At times it gets so boring and many times irritating too. Still the final result always adds smile to the lips.

Don’t wanna continue any more on this topic. Wait for more, Nidz will be back soon with many updates and many more post.

This blog was expected to be published on 28th December but published it today.

Anyways Happy New Year to all of you. May 2011 be filled with joys and happiness.

Finally ..

 

It’s been 8 years but butterflies in my stomach still exist. I still die to hear him say the golden words "I love you". The talks are getting longer every night. With each passing day the wait seems to be longer. It feels like time has stopped and even kicking the hands of clock won’t help.
We are getting engaged on 23rd November.
It will be a small function but a big step in our lives, two family union. I am so excited. In between RD had come to meet me. My mom introduces him to my Grand-Dad saying “ye aapka chota jawai hai” (this is your younger son-in-law). Grand Dad started with his small interview session and RD was patiently replying all the questions darted on him. Mom teased RD with best wishes for interview
After he left Grand Dad was so pleased to inform my Dad that he really liked RD. He said I am lucky to have such a handsome and good man and family. All is going good and I am dying to meet him again. He is been so busy these days but we end up talking most of the nights.
On the other hand my elder sister (Shweta Di) is getting married on 9th Dec. Dance practises are going on for Di’s wedding. RD and I are planning to perform a duet dance.
I left B’lore and now back home. It feels really great. I am enjoying yummy home food and feeling of being in family feels great with new add-on this time. Diwali was awesome. I was busy with Diya decoration. This time departing from B’lore wasn’t that excruciating because I was so excited for my sister’s wedding. Anil Sawan came to drop me in airport early morning. It was really sweet of him to come to airport directly from work.
Life is at its full fledge

Unexpected!!

So you lit her cigarette, you’re feelin pretty good 

You think you’ve got a shot, most girls you probably would
Yeah, this is that kind of place but she ain’t that kind of girl
You’re readin’ it all wrong, let me tell you about her

She only smokes when she drinks, she only drinks now and then
Now and then when she’s tired of being let down by men
You can give her a light but it’s not what you think
Everybody knows she only drinks alone

And she only smokes when she drinks
Did you ask her to dance. Let me guess, she told you no
Got to take her some place quiet and see how far that goes
Oh, don’t take it all that hard when she smiles and turns you down

For a complicated girl, she ain’t that hard to figure out
She only smokes when she drinks, she only drinks now and then
And now and then when she’s tired of bein’ let down by men
You can give her a light but it’s not what you think

You can give her a light but it’s not what you think
Everybody knows she only drinks alone
And she only smokes when she drinks
Yeah, that's right

well thats not written by me. Its a song I found last night while surfing beemp3.com. Hang around in this site quite a long while i feel like discovering some new good music. Watching youtube is another interesting thing. You watch a video and you get list of related video in the sidebar. I can spend hour surfing for new/old songs on net. My fav. time pass. Thank god youtube have good quality sound and video as well.

Another great way to find song is through these sites

• www.downloads.nl

• www.mp3000.net

Job hunt is irritating me. Cant stay unemployed for so long and do nothing whole day. Oh by the way I met Abhinav Bhatt. Yo now from shiter only Mads is left. Waiting to meet Harshi and Shaunak as well.




Today I had early morning Yoga. Oh yes 7 is early for me. Thankfully I didn't bunk. Yoga felt nice. Morning yoga had more of mid age people crowd where as the evening batch as mostly young crowd. But Shweta Di suggested that morning yoga will be more helpful to do in fresh air and empty stomach. It felt nice to do early morning and then came back to PG had hot breakfast or else I am so lazy that I miss my breakfast many times.

I Hope I get Job soon and I am regular to Yoga class.

BTW sales are on. Can't wait to shop. Reebok, westside and Levi's already out with their sale. waiting for Adidas as I badly wanna buy a good sport shoes.

To be cont. Keep blogging and keep reading.

Smiles, love and Hugs :)

Yeppeeee :)

Finally I am done with my CFA exam. I waited for one whole year as I couldn’t give the exam in December due to strike in KTM. Finally here it is. I am free now. I hope I don’t get bored. I hope friends from Bangalore returns back so that I can have more fun.

So many movies and many episodes of Gossip Girl and FRIENDS awaited.

Bangalore is awesome these days. Sexy weather every evening that you get induced either to sleep in your cozy blanket or go out for a cuppa coffee/tea. Oh BTW have u ever heard of Masala Coffee??? In Forum Mall, Bangalore is a store where you get Masala Coffee, Coffee with cardamom, cinnamon, cloves etc. I don’t know how it is to taste, but it smells good. My dad says that you should never mix these spices in tea. It kills the real aroma and taste of tea. What he says makes sense after all he is been working in tea manufacturing and processing for 10 years J we have our own tea factory. At times, It’s fun to go to a farms. The smell of wet- fertile soil, the sprinkles pumping water everywhere, the sound of tractor moving to plough land.

OH btw I watched Rajneeti.

Ab kya bataun about the movie. Total assumption. More of killing and sex rather than politics. I think Nana Patekar was best . Three women get pregnant making out on their first time. Bloody hell its Movie of 2010. where is the idea of Contraceptives? Dont they know all that doesnt happen!! in real, people are more planned and use condoms!! I mean who want to marry and get pregnant in 9 months of her marriage and have kid n her hand on her 1st anniversary. Total bullshit, I understand it's a movie but still there are other was to show growth in population!!

Random updates and music mantra

Another girl’s night-out. I love to stay at my friend's place for night-out. But I’m not very comfortable especially if the house is shared by some guy friends.

With family it always rocks. Yum food and so much pampering. I went to my college friend's home for night out. Went to a good restaurant for dinner. Mango. God. After ages I ate Mango. I miss my sister when it comes to fruits. She just loves fruits. How I miss litchi. Good litchi season is on, but not that great sweet, juicy litchi can be found now. I guess I need to wait for some more time, may be by June.

I'm not a morning person but when I go to Monika's place for staying overnight, we always wake up (not make out-* winks*) for morning breakfast. It’s fun for a change.

I'm not yet done with my resume, but it’s high time I gotta get it done and submit to my ex-supervisor.

My timings these days are so bloody screwed up. I sleep so late and wake up in afternoon. It sucks. I hate to eat rice as my first meal. I miss breaki :-( will try to wake up early from tomorrow at least for breaki.

I so can't wait for RD to be in town. I've been torturing my friends by talking about him and I gave order for my new foot drop splint. I hope with it on, I can wear something other than floater. Before accident I always longed to buy floater but instead I always ended up buying shoes and chappals. Now since my accident I only have option to wear floater cuz only that fits with my splint :-( I'm so done with it.

Have been watching gossip girl season three lately. My data till 18th May is almost been used so I can't download anymore. Exams are near and my mood to study is not there. It always happens with me, may be cuz I prepare way too early. At the end of it, it gets boring.

Writing this post on phone as it just rained and the electricity is not there. My lap top battery is drained out. I missed my serials. My torch light is getting dim. Ok now I put on a candle. Imagine! Thank god I have supplies.

I badly want a ride in limousine. Seeing Chuck Bass descend from his

limousine fuels my obsession of black cars.

BTW yes in bold letters – Nidhi who mads refers in her present post is not me (Nid’s trying to duck out)

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Music is always an easy way to cheer us up.

Today in this post I am sharing some of my favourite tracks for different moods.

SOME GIRLIE RECENT TRACKS

• Tik Tok by Ke$ha

• Baby by Justin Bieber Ft. Ludacris

• Blah Blah Blah by Ke$ha

• Telephone By Lady Gaga feat Beyonce

• Just dance by Lady Gaga feat Beyonce

• Bad Romance by lady Gaga

SOME MASTI SONGS

• Let the Bass Kick in MiamI Bitch (Extended Mix) by chuckie & Lmfao

• Sexy Bitch by David Guetta Feat Akon

• Hotel room service by Pitbull

• let it go - calabria djyoryo remix by Enur vs axwell –

• Whine by Enur ft. Beenie Man & Natalie Storm

• Let me think about It by Ida Corr vs Fedde Le Grand

• Buy U A Drank (Shawty Snappin`) by T-Pain Feat. Young Joc -

SOME SOFT NUMBERS

• Need you now by Lady Antebellum

• Whatcha say by Jason Derulo

• 3 words by Cheryl Cole Feat Will.I.Am

Some other tracks

• Hey, Soul Sister by Train

Share your exp. with these songs and if you have any problem searching any song, feel free to email me @ nidhijustme@gmail.com

So many things to say..

Finally i got songs of My name is Khan, Karthik calling karthik and Ishqiya On my Itune :D

I

I wonder why is it KartHik? Another Southie name?? Shouldn’t it be Kartik (rolling eyes)

Ok as for updates all of you must be already knowing that I had a surgery some days back. If not you should know about Dear Me. Click here for details.

Thank God I am discharged from the hospital. Karti bhi kya waha, No handsome Doctor, Not even Pretty Nurse to eye on :-w (Jumps, Ouch I forgot I am not suppose to Jump :P)

Hospital food was so bad that my mom preferred eating Lays and Goodday Biscuits for lunch .

One fine Morning the sister came to gimme sponge bath, I requested her to gimme head bath too as I can;t stand oily hair. She had great difficulty giving me head bath, still she should be thankful cause as a patient I was so corporative. So damn corporative that at the end she poured one cold mug water on my hair and I screamed at her.

I am good at it. Ask me to call a person to take his/her class .. You see How I do :P

I finally blocked Farmville from FB (yes yes I used to play that but I m saturated)

And Don Mangal (Mafia) is dead too .. She is now become a zoo keeper :P (another game in FB)

I tried playing scrabble in FB but got bored cause in two player the other player takes too much time to respond.

I like UNO :P

I tried learning Poker too but I think Flash is interesting. 

Good time pass for some1 wella like me.

I am glad Chriz Wrote about Red Undie again :P I love Red Undies :P

He’s on the house gyaan says, we should wash our Undie nahi toh Dogs will compel you to buy new one. Why to waste money in buying a new one, rather lets wash it on time and save money and party :P Ek beer to bantahai. Cheers.

I feel bad that I forgot my Spanish nootbook back in Nepal :( I could have resume my class other wise.

Since B’lore is warm as usual my mom has been telling everyone on phone when she has conversation to someone in Nepal or Calcutta or Siliguri “yaha toh thand ekdum nahi hai, ekdum acha hai mausam”.

Ah I think I should come to B’lore every winter as I hate Winters.

The doctor in Hospital said that he had 10 cases of road accidents of people going or coming back from Nandi hill every month. I was astonished and so was mom. People know it’s Risky to ride in hill station when it is so God damn foggy, but still they don’t listen.

My hands still pains Cause of Injection. Thank God I am on tablets now :)

The doctor was highly satisfied with my operation. I hope to get well soon and dance Tip Tap Toe.. We’ll Party okie ??

Read further about How to know if a guy is cheating On Shit-For-Tat

Mads completed her Hundred Post!!!! Congrates.. Posto Nahao . Posto Falo ::P

 

What about Names??

New Year was fun. My childhood friend Shweta came for overnight stay. Didi, Shweta and I had Wine at night and wished each other New year. Even Stole dad’s JD :D

BTW my sis name is also Shweta :D too many Shweta-s I know.. Ya there is this weird thing about following the trend in names and people choose to name their kids accordingly. For eg : After kuch kuch hota hai, Rahul was so famous that every other person were naming their kids -- Rahul. My name was common too at that time, I am glad it was common only in my town though.

During attendance in school there were two Nidhi-s : Nidhi Sunil and Nidhi mangal (actually Agarwal). I had to change my surname cause as per the rule; my surname should match my Dad’s ID card. Mangal is our family-title (Gotra). Since childhood, our surname was written as Mangal. May be in this way blessings of Mangal pandey are showered upon us. But after class 10, I had to change it to Agarwal. Mangal is so unique :-w .  There are thousands of Agarwals/ Agrawals.

As a matter of fact, South Indians use their father name as their middle name and even as their last name. Eg.  Nidhi Sunil, Neha Shekhar (these two were actually two hot gals in my class) ahh no no I am straight, but I like admiring pretty gals. Cool ok.. there is nothing wrong in admiring hot girls.. after all it was girl’s school (Bishop Cotton girl’s school, Bangalore). Ladkiyaan hi Dekhti  :P Saheliya –na  !!!

There is one more thing  which is absurd about South Indians, the way they spell their name. It consists of superfluous alphabets during the end of first name. Eg. It’s NOT Deepti they spell it as Deepthi, Seetha instead of Seeta/sita, Ritha for Rita, shruthi for shruti.

Likewise in Nepal, Nepalese carry different accent in pronouncing ‘Sha’. Instead of Sha Nepalese pronounce is Sa. Eg they pronounce Ashish as Asish, Nidhi as Nidi. They also spell B as v. If they have to type bhayo, which means happens, they type Vhayo. Weird isn’t it?

Every language has their differentiation. This surely make them unique from others' name. I have heard Bengali accent. Earlier, I loved Bengali earlier but after staying for one year in Kolkata and having a roommate who only cribbed to her parents in Bengali, I can’t stand Bengali any more, sorry no offense to my Bengali readers.

Btw I love to hear Hyderabadi language. You don’t know how it sounds?? Run to Peter, he is awesome in it.

Urdu sounds so respectful, Love it. Punjabi oh Balle Balle!!!  My dad is big fan of both Punjabi as language and as well as Punjabis. What do you guys have to say about names and Surnames??

P.s I met Rd yesterday .. M so happy. We met after six months. This 26th Jan We’ll complete our Seven years :D He proposed me On Republic day :D

P.P.S – on 5th Jan i am flying to Bangalore Via Delhi. Wish me Luck.

Fashion talks on my page

Have been thinking about a fashionable Post lately. So here I am finally writing on it.

Mom used to buy me and Didi clothes and we never liked what she bought, We used to find what ever she used to buy so  “out of fashion” but with changes in time we realise its like a circular process, what’s out now can be in after some years. I don’t know how people suddenly accepts what’s In and what’s Out.

When i was in college, Long skirts were so In. Colourful mix matched combo of short Kurtas and long skirts. I think it highly depend on way you carry. Long skirt may not be in, But if you carry it well, I am sure you can leave some mouths open of roadsiders. Eg. Rani in kabi alvida na kehena and Hum Tum. She looks stunning.

What’s wow to me may not be wow to others. Therefore fashion is truely about once own choice to carry what one is wearing. Some mixes fashion with comfort and other believe fashion has nothing to do with Comfort. Sexy dikhne ke liye kuch toh compromise karna padta hai Types..

Some magazine shows What was hot and what was so not hot. They take detail note of all celebrity wears in some parties and later gossip about what went wrong are what was “ohh so right” and later apply the same style statement.

Didn’t you see Priyanka Chopra in one of the adds of shampoos ( i think some dandruff shampoo), where strap of her top suddenly falls and then she is so muddled, one second later she smiles, lets her hair down and make a tank top out of sleeve top. Gosh!!!

Some more updates..

Mann ka radio.. acha you guys too saw Himesh ka face expression when he sings “Mann ka radio” he has weird/no expression for Krishna sake =)). gam ko bhulke jeele tu jara.. Bolta toh hai, but he looks like as if he is singing that song in so much pain and frustration, now a days we don’t even see him in cap- his lucky charm has gone dhan tan tan taaaann. Dichiyaun!!  :D

Atif Aslam  has been singing so much lately that i am kinda done with his voice., Ab ye Dil mange More.. Hunt shuru karo bhai. The singer of Tum Miley sound so fresh, If I am not wrong it has to be Bombay Vikings,

Please Don’t Download all the songs of ..oh yes its out!!! madsi told me, songs of “Ajab prem ki gajab kahani” only two or three songs are nice. If you like loads of beats and little tranci type get yourself pampered with songs of Acid Factory, its just awesomeeeeeee specially the remix of Jab andhera hota hai. 

Till then Enjoy, have fun I will be back soon.

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Something Something..

My house was in fire yesterday. I and my cousin Rusu were in kitchen while i was preparing tea. I saw a sudden flame near the cooking gas and it was coming from the cylinder pipe. Rusu started panicking. I couldn't think of anything better than run. I could have turn off the gas and cylinder but i blamed my speed cuz of my leg so we both ran through stairs. Nothing worked our mind except to go to ground floor and call the security guard. We could hear the sound of flame from first floor too. Later when we reached ground floor we realise the flame was visible from the kitchen window. Many people were starring at our building. Sudden rush and panic and some guys moved into our flat to extinguish the flame. Horrible part was that there were three cylinder near the gas.

Thank god i am safe.

Other Updates.

I feel so jobless these days. Its tough to enquire about Guitar classes :|

I’M planning to join CFA course (Charter Financial Analyst), not sure if i can manage, Giving a thought to it.

recently downloaded songs of Raju ban gaya gentleman and kabhi haan kabhi naa. (I am downloading Queen  :P )

Feel useless in life. Want to do something but i don’t know which area my interest lies.

Should i go for what market demands or should i pursue something in my interest (my interest might not pay me more than the market demand)

Calcutta is acting weird. Someday it rains heavily and other days its dry like desert.

Soap gossip >> Mile jab hum tum >> Do u think Mayank will propose Nupur???

I think Dil mil gaye sucks these days, hospital has nothing to do with them. Instead the English soap called Scrub is better.

Someone gift me F.R.I.E.N.D.S. ka DVD from season 1. I never watched it,

My concentrations is wandering in Universe these days. I cant sit and read newspaper for more than 5 mins. I cant study more than 20 mins. I cant sleep cuz if i sleep for more i feel guilty i am wasting time. I feel I don't belong here. I think i want to do something more occupying.

I hope find my self someday.. every day of life is precious and days are getting over which we turn back. I wish the sand of time were thick and never moved. I don’t know How to think less and how to control emotions.

BTW do share your Bachpan ki yaadein In my Joint-blog Shit-For-Tat