Finally ..

 

It’s been 8 years but butterflies in my stomach still exist. I still die to hear him say the golden words "I love you". The talks are getting longer every night. With each passing day the wait seems to be longer. It feels like time has stopped and even kicking the hands of clock won’t help.
We are getting engaged on 23rd November.
It will be a small function but a big step in our lives, two family union. I am so excited. In between RD had come to meet me. My mom introduces him to my Grand-Dad saying “ye aapka chota jawai hai” (this is your younger son-in-law). Grand Dad started with his small interview session and RD was patiently replying all the questions darted on him. Mom teased RD with best wishes for interview
After he left Grand Dad was so pleased to inform my Dad that he really liked RD. He said I am lucky to have such a handsome and good man and family. All is going good and I am dying to meet him again. He is been so busy these days but we end up talking most of the nights.
On the other hand my elder sister (Shweta Di) is getting married on 9th Dec. Dance practises are going on for Di’s wedding. RD and I are planning to perform a duet dance.
I left B’lore and now back home. It feels really great. I am enjoying yummy home food and feeling of being in family feels great with new add-on this time. Diwali was awesome. I was busy with Diya decoration. This time departing from B’lore wasn’t that excruciating because I was so excited for my sister’s wedding. Anil Sawan came to drop me in airport early morning. It was really sweet of him to come to airport directly from work.
Life is at its full fledge

What’s in my head is what I write

 

Dont feel like studying, dont feel like exercising the Spanish course. I don’t know what to do. I am just bored. Cutting down from internet, cutting down from online chatting. I feel I should spend some time being with myself. Some angers in me, some frustration doesn't seem to go. I guess I should wait till 11th March, change in place and people with make a difference.

Mom is counting days on her finger tips, she is so badly longing to go back home. 11th March and then she flies back home. This time she has to travel alone cuz every time I was there to accompany her. Adding to that its a break journey, she has to change her flight in Kolkata though its of same airline, Spice Jet. She has already lost the habit of travelling by train.

Finally I am going to wear All star shoes. I was planning to buy it yesterday, but cuz of my bad Holi-state I couldn’t go shop. All star have always been a “must have” on my list. Specially Nepalese  are crazy about Converse.

In college time it used to be the most comfortable things to wear cuz colour of shoes doesn't need to match up with what you are wearing. Of course you cant wear All Star on Kurtas, or with girlish tops but with jeans and normal Ts its the perfect wear.

I am back to my feet. I have started walking though the foot drop hasn't gone. I have to work really hard, which means exercise a lot  :-| how much I hate doing that.

Two months past in B’lore and I did nothing. I could have done  things but it didn't work but. I always like doing something productive, like I utilised ideal time learning something like dance, (I had join Salsa with RD before) doing some event and promotion work to earn extra bucks for pocket money and later went shopping and partied hard.

Can’t wait to go shopping. Some days back I tried my cousin’s sexy clothes (those were so MY kinda clothes). When i showed it to mom, she was like “ye bhi koi kapde  hai .. chii “ haha she doesn't like halter tops and short tops. So I have decided not to go shopping with mom but will go with my cousin.

Mom is carving so much to go for My name is khan. I know it is not a great watch but I am left with no option. My sister went to watch KCK and she hated the movie. She said, it’s not any thing new. many English movies are based on KCK. I didn’t know KCK is a thriller movie but i still want to watch it once for Farhan.

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Fun time

Holi was fun. I played with my college friend Monika and her friend Pankaj. This time I reached late. I was excited to see colourful faces when I was on my way to reach Lavel Road to meet my friends in front of Mocca.

We played for an hour. We were not allowed to sit inside Mocca cuz my friends were all soaked up. As I couldnt manage to stand for long time i sat on Monika's Activa.
Another friend of mine, Rehan was planning to join us. So were waited for an hour, meanwhile played more and more with colours, water balloons, ate all time fav. Tikki Puri (reminded me of college days), Kaccha Aam, Kachori.
Later Rehan Join us.Monika and her friend had to leave so Me and Rehan left as well.

It was amazing to have a bike ride again. This time I wasnt much scared. We barged in at Shally's Sisters flat. Sad her sis. had fever. still we managed to paint he face black and purple.
I wanted to have Bhang very badly ... but kahi nahi mila.
I returned back home and wished mom with Colours.
Holi wasn't that had as I thought it would be.