Monday, February 14, 2011

Best Valentine Day..

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Last night he had asked me to wake him up at 5:30 in the morning. I thought it was his general morning shift in his factory work. He didn’t call me after 11:30PM that night. I didn’t expect him to. It was a valentine day. A part of me felt it was a special day and other part of me felt it was just another normal day. Special day is when I am with him. I didn’t wish any of my friends yesterday night because I wanted him to be first one to wish me and vice a versa.

I got a call from him at 8:15 in the morning. It’s always good to hear his sleepy voice. 8 AM is my office time and I was prepared to work today. He said, “Come to dad’s room”. I was little surprise. I thought he was kidding. Next I heard Buddy barking, I heard mom saying RD was here. I opened my door and asked him to come to my room over phone. I hung up and went back to sleep thinking it was all a joke, probably a dream. He entered my room and kissed me good morning.

It felt so amazing. My room was stinking because of no ventilation and as a matter of fact he said I was stinking too. I quickly got up to brush my teeth and join him in my dad’s room with mom, dad, sister and my brother in law. I couldn’t helping looking at him and smiling, trying to digest the surprise.

Later we found ourselves a room to be alone. We were lying looking at each other, trying to catch some sleep in between (he woke up at 5AM to meet. It takes him around 2 hours to reach my place by car)

He was there just for two and half hours and all this while I was in cloud nine. We had breakfast together. He brought me chocolates and a card which said “Just cannot simply or with difficulty find or fill your space with another person. You are perfect, Love RD”

P.S.  TO RD-  I am glad you made my day. I love you so much. Now I can say my courtship period isn’t that boring ;)

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Friday, February 11, 2011

Disturbia..

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At times I am bad mood and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know the reason why I am upset. There will be things in head which plays passively and I don’t even know that I have been thinking about it and it has been hurting.

Friends have different reaction to this phase of mine. If I share with Rohit he always tries to be realistic and explains me in his own way which again I won’t be in mood to listen cause how I see & feel things, he is not able to(no one will be able to). Other friends would be like – “haan hota hai, life is like this only!!!” damn lame lines those are. Totally sucks. ” you think a lot”, yes I do. I can’t help it.

With some friends I don’t try to share cause I know the more I talk about it, the more I think and I tend to get more upset. Ultimately these small issues settle itself with good sleep or nice music or even a good romantic movie to distract to myself. Thing is my friends don’t understand that time can be healer instead they would poke me to share. All I can say is dude let me sleep I will be fine. I don’t wanna go through all the phases again with you, explaining you things. I can handle my problem myself. If I need you I will talk to you and if tomorrow morning I am not cool I shall get back to you. Well I am sure I have rights to go under hibernation for a couple of days. I am allowed to miss couple of days of my life from public profile.

Two days. No updates from Nidhi on FB

Friend A -- Hiiiii Nidhi. Didn’t see you in FB for two days. What are you busy with?

Friend B -- looks like too busy with RD, no time for friends huh!!!

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DAMN IT!!!