Off to Banglore today with my Brother for 4- 5 days. M so excited :D

Hidden side

All of us have our past. It’s a chain of phases with lots of memories. At times we feel if we could live some more of it the way it was. At times we feel if could stay there and never come out of it. The college days, the job hour, the fun We'd with so many learning and so many cribbing. Once we part from this clouds that already finished raining and left no trace to follow back, the cribbing turns into smile and affection towards the same things.
At some part of life we like someone so dearly, we wish to gain the same attention back. We try hard at least to give a try. It works out for some time for everyone but then if it’s not meant it doesn't happen. Farewell is painful. But it’s the road to a new start. But what to do in this situation. . .?
All of us are not open to everyone. Some parts of us remain hidden. For some sharing his kiddo attitude could be mystery and for some one family matters are so personal and sensitive that he/she doesn't open up to everyone. There  might be so many hesitation to open up cuz once you do, what if things goes wrong and you turn up regretting that you once share the unexplored side of you.
This mysterious part of us is shared with someone especial. Someone whom you know will be worth it. Or won't be of any lost. Someone who will understand it, treasure it more than anything. Or with someone who will just be harmless to share with. We share with someone who is close like best friend, a girl friend or a boy friend, a good silent listener - harmless, a good advisor - 'tell me all about you’ type.  
We are lucky to find that person with who we can be ourselves but what if we lose them at one point of time? Remember if things that are not meant to work out for long term it won't. E.g. You broke up with your girl friend. She was the only one whom you shared your family problems. Next time when you call her, will not share your problem cuz she is no longer your girl friend or will you share your problem cuz you know she has been the one who understands you?

Messed up

Yesterday most of the time I slept. It was one of the day where i stayed back home for long time. No physio, no  tuition cuz I was fasting. Later  in evening i went to Krishna ji ka Mandir, It was nice. Missed time when I use to go in Blore Iskon temple with brothers, friends and RD.

flash back are Important Ingredients of life I swear.

Had asked my physio therapist to get me cd of “Hazaaron Khwaishen Aisi”. Done watching &75% and it’s still not over. Hindi Movies  ufff..Why on earth its so lengthy.

Next Day started again with a pissed off mood Cuz of the Lights on, curtain raised,  some sounds. Thanks To my room mate. I love them.

To add smile I found it was raining outside. Wow. I have to pay another 10 bucks xtra to the Taxi driver as i have to take Long turn or else Could have Walked . Good exercise too.

My charger got spoilt, waited for mom’s call to fix up date to go to B’lore. I hope dad understands and is ready to send me to B’Lore. I have to fix so many things. My passport has expired :((

I’ve to Complain about my Pan card in the police station as i have it. Actually i never received it. It got delivered when i was admitted in Hospital.

To renew my Passport I need a bank account in Kolkata which i don’t have. When i went to open a new account in Kolkata they said they need a ID proof. Sorry dude my passport has expired. Kaam khatam yahi per.. Bhaggu.  I miss u pls help me. so messed up.

I have exam In December for which i need my passport.  :((

Days like today

Today as it is Krishna Janmastmi, I am fasting. Strange thing for some People its today and some its tomorrow. We follow What is Follow by members of our House. My mom called me yesterday to remind that today is Janmastmi. Only once a year I fast is on Krishna JI ka Janam din. It started when I was in class 11. I used to like this guy RD and have asked Krishnaji to bless me with him. I fasted With all this hope for the first time. since then I have been fasting if I remember the day.

Best part is visiting Iskon temple. it used to be Fun with group of friends. I m planning to go today too, lets see if it works out.I Called RD mom to confirm what all can I eat. She said we can have Fruits as many times but without salt. Great, I dont even have Fruits in My refri. :(

So guys whats happening with you guys. Since I have moved my link I can see comments have reduced in my blog but it doesn’t matter. Since I have shifted to PG I have taken TaTa Photon connection. The speed is good. For downloading it goes till 1 MB too and even more than that. U know na I m download queen. Have downloaded a Movie called Definitely, may be; Its good.

These days Hooked up with Gossip Girl. Its awesome.

Things I should do everyday..

Listen to music, “relaxes me”

Read Novel “ I have three novel Pending to read “

Study  “ exams Coming up dude”

Play games – Mafia and farm Ville “ recently two games m stuck too when I open FB page. Gifting Expensive is fun too :P

talk talk and talk on phone :)  - favourite time pass.

Sad thing is the plan I have has limited data transfer. 2 gb from 7 to 11pm monthly and 11pm to 7 am. 10 GB. and its MONTHLY. Too less for Download Queen.

So I cant surf net in day time much but I can chat. At night my computer upgrades it self with Movies and music :)

I know Abhinav Piracy is crime but dude I m not earning. or u can gift me lol.

I have very disturb sleep these days. My room mate who is Bengali is so loud that she can’t talk softly when she is on call and nor she goes out of the room to talk. Not at all adjusting type. Since two day is have been waking up in a bad mood. :( :(

That’s it for Today. Let me hibernate Back to my thoughts.

You will hear soon form This drunkard! :) But of thoughts ;)

P.S. i finally go tto know the meaning to X.O.X.O its means Hugs and Kisses :)

It was great

I had awesome friendship day . had been to tuition and it was raining all the while. I was so tempted to bunk but i couldn’t. Sidhi sadhi bachi :D

Met a friend in coffee day, called up my Best friend in Nepal and asked her to come online. Chatted, saw her after long time on cam. It was so much fun. I msg all my good friends irrespective of 1rs per sms. :D

two of my friends wished me from who i actually wasnt expecting any sms or call and those didnt sms or call who i was expecting to wish me.

Neha got so emotional wishing me. She took me to the flash back of good times.

later at night me and Gaurav planned to hang around. we went to Shisha, the Disc in Kolkata. Finally after two yrs I went to disc. It was fun. Tried out two cocktail, Martini and Rude cosmopolitan (Tequila based). acted funny when i returned back to pg.

It was fun.

How was your day guys?? what did you do?

First time i didn't buy bands and didn't get also. M sure if I was in college iIwould surely get one. College mates are so cute. Missing u Shally, Divya, Fiona, Shazee, Monika, Poo Kiran. (yeah gals college ya). :P