New friendship -Yes/No??

A time comes when I feel like -ok enough !! I don’t wanna make any more new friends. I have enough friends whom I am not able to give time.  I do not want to make anyone close and make them fall in my inner circle of friends. No emotional attachment no hurts no bad feelings, no worries to lose them (if in case).

Everyone goes through the new friendship excitement, the long chats, the feeling to check their status on whatsapp/Fb now and then, the feeling to meet them time and again.

Does it really happen with everyone? Time when you feel like you have enough of friends around you and you are not open to new friendship which might turn into close friendship later?

When the emotions are running high!!

There are moments when you feel so shattered, when you are not able to understand why you are low. You try hard to hit the right cord, to make people understand what you are going through and what the reasons for your sadness are. Actually you yourself don’t know.

And then when you take a step to talk randomly to that someone, things that you never thought poked you, which has stayed passively in corner of your mind/heart comes out as an emotional opening up.

Things that you had stored deep within, which even you were not conversing about, takes shape in form of words and open up to that someone who is patiently listening to you without commenting anything but just letting you talk, open up till you are done with it. Till the tears dry, till the heart beats comes to the normal beating, till the time you feel you are done and now you can sleep with a wish of new fresh morning.