Scribbles

I went to Siliguri for shopping.

I Got a new hair cut!!! Ekdum Bipasha Basu mafik.. what you havent checked her hairstyle in filmfair mag. Dude its mind blowing Mahiya type!!!

Got my hair coloured too. Red and Blond this time and Its seriously awww---sum---ly  Hep.

Abhi I cant post a pic cuz i haven’t clicked any, Plus I forgot to get my data cable.

Finally meri Calcutta ki vapasi ki date teh hogai hai. Subh Muhurat nikal gai. Bhadai ho!!!  (finally decided which date I should be leaving for Calcutta)

I will be going back on 25th by train again this time.

My bro isn’t well. so he will be going to Chennai for Check up, bichara sukhke patjhad hogaya hai.  On the way he will drop down, and drop me down too of course to Calcutta.

some people are so easy to handle and some are so tough.

I was talking to mom that at times I am scared with Bhaiya cuz many times i don't understand what he talk. he talks in low volume which sounds to me like murmuring. Mom too laughed about it. I was surprised. She said she too had gone through this phase lot of time with Bhaiya and when I ask Bhaiya to repeat what he said two three times he gets annoyed and screams at me!!! Short temper I say!!

****  Yesterday I cooked pasta again. Like always me and buddy enjoyed it to the core. Thanks to Sun feast pasta cuz of which white sauce isn't that tough to make.

Hey Mads, Peter and Multimenon are having exams. so all the bloggie togie friend of Menon, Mads and Peter please do wish them all the best  esp to mads so that she not only get passing marks but attempt a record to pass with awesome marks!!! I trust you peter, U will do well. Naak rakhloge.

For the first time I don’t feel like leaving home. May be cause Calcutta is so NOT MY KINDA PLACE.I agree there are awesome place to hang out in Calcutta. Addition to this is the night life but people are conservative. I heard south Calcutta isn’t sucked with conservative people.

It’s difficult for rich people to adjust when are struck with financial problem and live a life of lower middle class. But it wont be difficult for lower middle class family to live a life when they upgrade to upper class (talking in financial/living standard terms)

In the same way its difficult for a person to live in conservative environment when that person had spend his/her life in freedom.. I am facing the same problem. Seven years I had stayed away from home, made my own decision, came back home when ever I wanted, went out when ever I wanted. It is different when I m back to Nepal. I understand parents care and there are some set of discipline and rules to be followed, meant for our own good. Family have all the right to interferer. but I don't dispatch these right to anyone else outside my circle.

I love my privacy. I guess all of us do. We allow only our close friends to invade in our privacy that too if our friends understand the limit. I hate people who try to come close to me without even knowing me. Meet once or twice and asks

can I have your phone number??? Bull shit!!!

Can we go out for coffee????   Hello!!!!!

She checked my bad !!!! What the fuck!!

She stares at my phone when someone calls and checks who is calling…. mind your own business you *****

Asks me where I m Coming from   :-/  Do I need to answer that ??? when even my parents never asked me such questions.

Chatted once or twice and adds me up in facebook/orkut/blah blah!!! hello find others way to  flaunt your Number of Friends in these social sites.

I don't intend to hurt any one and I m not aiming any one in particular. This is just the way I am. It’s better to understand someone rather than pretending to be a step mom/dad.. oh such a sweet child. baby from today I will be your mother/father.Ii will love you like your own mother/father. And next day she/he turns into devil and breaks all the toys and even Barbie… awwwwww

 

P.s. Don't forget to wish Mads and Peter and Menon for exams… all the best guys..

 

 

Weird Love

He loves her though he knows she is loved by someone else, her soul mate.

she loves him though she knows someone else loves her and that he is not her soul mate.

 

At times we don’t know what are we are heading to but we go on, life is short and we want to live every moment of it and make it memorable (but without hurting any one).

 

 

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Back to where I was

Before :

Except that I will be going back to Nepal for a week (leaving on 13th April ). Finally I have gather courage to travel by train. All I have is crowd phobia. I hope god gives me strength to overcome this. Missing buddy so much. I m sure going back to home for a week after 3 months will be a nice change. And its just for a week so all set for VIP treat :d

Might not be online much as load shedding in Nepal sucks. Only 8 hrs of electricity in 24 hrs. Thank god, my home town wont be as sweaty as Calcutta.

Does any one know why is it called sweat- shirt/ sweat pant???

After :

In Nepal. Since I m here I’ve been planning which day should I return back to Calcutta. Should i travel back by train. This time i did. It was wonderful experience. It’s not that I have never travelled by train but just that I travelled after long time by train. Yes i did carry my laptop. Its my jaan, cant imagine myself without it. Kis ko Jaan kahu ?? KIs kis ko jaan na kahu.

My laptop, my cell phone.. and RD the great.

Watched a movie called “Taken “ at night when every one in train was/were busy snoring. Nice fast moving movie based on girl’s trafficking.

The day I reached my hometown it rained and since then it had been raining almost everyday. Love the before rain (cloudy weather) it makes the ambience so chill and romantic.

It’s sad when it rains in Calcutta, sala waha ka toh humidity hi khatam nahi hota (its always humid out there). it not even chilly weather after or before rain.

I had to stay two days at my mashi’s place cuz of strike.  :( Nepal sucks more day by day. Electricity prob, low speed net, strikes, blah blah.. but wo jaisa hai mera hai ;) the weather, people, Nepalese Music, the rap (mayo o maya), my school and the 16 yrs in Nepal haven't let the love die for Nepal.

As buddy saw me entering the house, she ran to welcome me, in excitement she peed :|   I am so happy that she didn't forget me. My old dog Goldie died :P who was in love with Buddy :x

Yesterday i saw a dream that I lost my favourite pair of jeans.. Shit!!  i almost cried.

I don't know what's with Chronic Writer .. he loves writing about Undies :P recently he is talking about red undies in his blog.. :O that too some one gifted him.. and that too red ones.. heights!!! 

Mads, peter, accilet, Harshi --- miss u guys so much

My GPRS is also acting weird. most of the time no network. Not been able to come online only. :(

It’s nice to back home. Home food, My old friends, My room, my wardrobe, even my slippers, awww how i love them.

Congrates to gaurav the bouquet guy) who was so tensed regarding his placement. he got placed in Indian Oil. I am so happy for him. But sad that he wont be in Calcutta :(

I have named Ayush KKCP which is kutta, kamina, C = ?? P= Phattu

 

 

                                                                             Happy Bday Mads

 

 

Yaar shaadi karni padegi.. bahat hochuka..

 

Thank god I’m in Nepal. I can call him everyday and talk on Phone. It good to listen to his voice when i go to sleep and first thing to think of him when i wake up. Love does amazing things.. ab bas.. Aur Intejar nahi hota..

Ab photo ko ghuro mat, Najar lag jayegi .. kala Tikka lagado. (dont stare at the photo, Shy will come :P) 

 

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Reflection

 

WAY BACK TO EARLY POST… REPUBLISHING IT AGAIN AS I HAVE NOTHING TO DECLARE ..

There is a very beautiful quote that says

Good-byes will always hurt, pictures will never replace having been there, memories good and bad will bring tears, and words can never replace feelings.

I spoke to so many people over a topic "if it's good to keep memories or not."

Different people have different views. But still I haven't come through, which is very convincing.

Some people keep themselves away from memories because it hurts. I don't know if they are being strong living that way as they feel they understand what's good and bad for them or should I say they are actually being weak running away from it as they don't want to face it.

To change a person may take a minute or an hour; some do not change at all if they don't need to. Change is an integral part of life; in fact the only constant in life. It's tough but that's the way it is.

I realize if I'm not accepting changes I can't move forward in life.

If life itself has an end to it then my soul is not an exception too. It's not a big deal.

Like it's said we don't choose our journeys they choose us... in the same way changes are made to make difference in life. Initially it feels difficult to go with it but later we get used to it. It's like getting comfortable with a new class, a new school and new friends. First few days feel strange and challenging but later that place and people..

THE VERY OWN CHANGE makes this world the best place to live in.

I wonder if there must be a single soul who understands life clearly. If he or she had an answer why things happens and how to tackle it.

We learn from our family, friends but at times there are some questions which do

not have answers. It's still a mystery.

People have different opinions like an open ended question and there isn't one right answer to it.

 

The rain and the tears..

I knew we had to depart...

Two days of fun, a movie in theatre after one and half year (my first gold class movie). I place where I could cuddle him and meanwhile watch a love cum comedy movie - He is Just Not That Into You. Amazing movie..  Went shopping. Obviously couldn't keep my eyes of the sexy set of lingerie that was put up in store.

How about seeing you in that? He said.

I agreed to it provided he in not in the store while I'm trying out. Shy will come you see. I asked the size it was available in.. Far way to go gal. I've to be pregnant to fit in that size (Ab kya pregnant hojaun woh pahane keliye???   :O  :P  ;)  ). With sad face I come out of store  and said sorry dear. Some other time.  Instead I ended up buying something else. I couldn't let go the chance when he was ready to spend on me. Girls love shopping you see. Any time any day. God knows what hormone/virus do they develop, gals end up being shopaholic. Money nahi ho toh kya huwa ? There is something called window shopping. Adds maximum fun.

I wanted to leave home early. I knew I didn't have much time with him. He would leave in sometime. I saw his face which asked me to stay longer. We ended up going to a sexy place called Aqua.

AqUa

Beside the swimming pool, under the open blue sky, we landed up holding hands in hands. It started raining. Humidity here is more but today the humidity was gone. I felt fresh drops of water on my face.
It was raining after a long time. I just had departed from my love, I took a cab, gave him a good bye kiss and salty tears filled my eyes. Will all the good wishes and dreams to meet again I slept that night. I was fine after long time cuz i met the departed part of me. There was ease, there was peace. My soul was in harmony and yet my mind had a hope.. Hope to meet him soon again..

 

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My love story

Have nothing to update today. my Brain isn't working..
Don't know if i am being far away from myself or don’t want any one to see me.
Missing RD loads, love of my life.
Here is a link of his blog which describe How me met...
Go through and i will defiantly will be waiting for your comments on his blog.