New yr wish and some more planning

 

New yr ahead. A new challenge for me ahead.

On 5th Jan, I am scheduled to go to Bangalore. Will soon take an appointment and consult my doctor. Most probably I will have to go through a surgery. Standing from where I am, I can see myself spending six moths of the coming year recovering. After that, if all is well, I will get back to work. I can't wait to get back to my job.

I couldn’t give my first level exam of International CFA because of the stupid strike. So I will have to give it in June. I have to start studying for it from April. Ahh, have to study same thing all over again.

I always lose interest when I study all over again. My preboards always went good cuz of fresh preparation but boards went bad because of studying the same thing again, what I studied for pre boards. Some one truly said an Aquarian gets bored really fast doing the same thing. Ahh don’t worry I won’t get bored of your comments on my blog or reading posts on your blogs.
Harshi’s each sec updates on twitter allured me to get onto twitter, though I had registered my twitter account long back.  mmm now all I see is Mads, me and Harshi commenting in twitter.....as if gtalk chat doesn't exist .. but what ever it is, it is Fun.

I went to watch 3 idiots to Siliguri. Hundred bucks for Gold Class was an awesome treat. I wish I can take mom to watch 3 idiots in Bangalore. Elderly people are always cribbing about money. I understand, in their time cinemas ticket might have been cheap. So mom is not in favour of spending 200 bucks for a ticket. She says it’s not worth it and then she adds the transport cost too. Ahh I wish i could tell her, "Ok Mom you dont pay, I will pay. My treat" Alas i don’t have job now but I will get one soon   ;)

Dad saw the Balloons which we blew to decorate the room for Mom’s and Didi’s birthday. He ended up saying “faltu kharcha”. I replied, "Dad, If hundred rupees can buy you a memorable moment and smile, then its worth it". But you know male’s ego, at least my dad, he never kneels. That is one thing I hate about him. At times we Kids can be right and he can be wrong. :|

 

PS my dad loves the song – kyu paisa paisa karti hai .. from de dana dan and wants me to make it his ring tone.

 

 

 

 

Two secret places to apply Perfume

 

"Where's the sexiest spot a woman can apply perfume?"

"Under the chin because that way when you get in really close to kiss her, you can smell it."

it is nice when a woman sprays perfume on her ankles.

Why? "Because when you're about to have sex, the first thing you do is grab her ankles and kiss them."

Plans Plans Plans

I have been so detached from blog. Have so many things to say but i don’t know how to start.

First of all Merry Christmas to all readers of my blog. My Christmas was boring. I was home had nothing to do. We asked bro to get us wine for New year. He got us some Australian Wine (red wine) before he left for B’lore.

We have wine and I Know where is Dad’s JD kept.. So wine, Whiskey and no companion :(

I had asked RD to meet me in new year but its WORKING DAY :| HE cant make it. I feel like flying to Blore to celebrate new year. It would be so much fun.

It feels like a part of life is over. I know Pages of life keeps turning.

It’s like going to exam all. You know you can’t go through your notes again, all you have is leftover of what you read in your head (memories).

Lately I have been watching lot of movies. Me, Shweta Di and movies in my lap top with good Speakers. Me and bro’s room always look little messed up cuz of wires around. We both are speakers and electro freak. Yesterday there was no electricity in my house. It lasted for 12 hrs and it felt like as if life is so dead. No charge in my laptop, phone. No TV for entertainment. The heaters left in one corner of house. We get so used to things like shopping, electricity, movies, eating out and these become a need of our life. I am tired of eating paratha every day at home for breakfast. I miss baked food :(

We don’t have a good restaurant here in my town. we don’t even have a movie hall. But still home is home and its heaven. Its wonderland.

I couldn’t do any thing on 21st Dec, My sis. B’day becuz of strike and stuff so today I and my cousin are planning to give her surprise. Small surprise party for Di and mom too. Mom knows about our plan as she is the financier and we had to ask money from her. We have balloons, candles, I hope we’ll manage to make decent cake, and ribbons to decorate the room.

"X'mas(t) Gifts !!": on Shit-For-Tat

Its Happening!! :)

Had been to attend a wedding yesterday. Most of the time, if any one asked me to go to social event I said “No”. I don’t know the reason -  but it could be

cuz I didn’t trust myself so much that I can handle the stupid questions of social  mates. Any ways after lot of self gathering and my sister convincing words I got ready to attend a relative’s wedding.

It was a sad combination to wear Salwar and Floaters but I didn't have option. It was a social come back to attend a marriage. I hadn’t been outside my home since my accident. I couldn’t recognise many people and many of them couldn’t recognise me. After all I hardly used to be home. Many kids recognised me. They were like- ‘Di do u remember me ?? You use to help use learn new dances. !!’ I recognised them but was stunned to see them so grown up :)

Came back home after meeting so many people after such a long time. Took some pics with parents. Thought of reading Paulo’s new book ‘ The winner stands alone” but ended up watching 5 episodes of Gossip Girl.

Got up early morning today to have breakie with dad :) it was Fun.

BTW its one of my close friend birthday today.. Happy B’Day fee.. Love u so much. I know you are secretly reading my blog :P

P.s. Guys there is a very good website my friend Shally suggested me to check in, to learn foreign language.

check www.livemocha.com  

I am planning to register myself for Spanish class.. What do u think guys??

Shitfortat is having a birthday week. Kindly follow this link

 

Looking ahead for better

Bad luck kitna kharab hosakta hai kisi ka..

The day I left from Calcutta to Nepal, it was a West Bengal strike.
The day I had exam In Kathmandu it was strike and my exam got canceled. My 6 mtonhs of preparation got wasted cuz I can give this exam only in next June when others will be one level ahead than me.
Strike was announced the day I was returning to my home town, so I had to Postpone my tickets, pay another RS1500.

Two days back I met Dr Ashok Baskota in ktm, the serior orthopedic, a very notorious doctor and I don't know how on earth I forgot my medical report on his desk. Today I had to meet a Plastic Sergent and I was so blank as I had lost my medical report. :(
I somehow went back to hospital and searched and found my reports. Met the Sergent. He explained me everything and said it was dangerous to operate my leg again. I should be happy with what I have. Further intervention can complicate situation.

Explained this things to mom. Made her understand we have to go to my old doctor in Bangalore and talk to him if operation can be dangerous. cuz end of Dec. I m scheduled for a operation .
Life seems to messed up.

Why does negative feelings comes to my mind? Why cant i jsut stay positive. Why do I think what of I will stay what I m today how will I manage and what all things I need to give up.
I want to outshine. I want to be fine. I want to join work again and study and party hard. My mom says I can do anything, I am brave and daring. Yes I am and I dont wanna lose trust and my confidence, my will power and most of all ME.

P.s Tomorrow am flying to my home town from ktm.
will be there in B'lore my end of December. :) seee ya guys.