As I came back home, I rushed to search my laptop and
reminded myself where I last saw it. Oh yes, it was in my work station.
The laptop was left untouched, with all the work related
screens on and all the messengers on. I decided I need to get back to writing
blog and to do that I had to shut down everything so that there is no
distraction and the flow of my thoughts are not disturbed.
I had traveled to a nearby city and came back. It was a short
travel but a long conversation with me in my head. The unsaid words to the missed one, I said it
all in my thoughts and made some terms with myself, pondered over it again and
again. On the way I might have read fifteen blogs which I had saved it to read
later on my kindle.
Series of topics came to me which I wanted to write down and
I wondered how much I missed writing blog and why had I left it so untouched
when there are so many topics I wanted to write about.
As I was travelling back in car, I felt RD head on my
shoulder (generally he is not much of a sleeping person in car), I wanted to
relish this moment so I kept him continue resting on my shoulder. I kept
looking at him, wrapped his hands with mine and wanted to tell him how much I missed
him (though he had been with me throughout) and how much he meant to me. Filmy
that I am, as a matter of fact there is difference in real and reel life (your phrase I keep stealing.. sorry can’t
help it), I felt pain slowing increasing in my shoulder. I wanted to place
his heavy head somewhere else to easy
myself and reminded myself that I could not be so filmy to hold him like that
for too long, I am a girl not a boy with masculine arms :P. The pain became intolerable so I finally
placed his head to the other side near the car’s door. I smiled to notice that
we are not too away from home.
Lots more to write. To be continued..
