This and That

Trying to watch soap called Lost in Star World but i m not able to concentrate.

the net wire is not connected in my laptop as someone else needs it. Some blog pages are open and I am reading them one by one and drafting comment in my notepad. I think of books i think i have to study, i think of exercise – makes me realise  I missed my physio to say goodbye to Gaurav.

Watched a end of movie and felt i should have logged into the channel before, Christian wedding scene.. awwww so impressive --- reminds me i should have gone to Church on last time with my friend before he left the city. Suddenly I m craving to go to Church.

My one time best friend, Manali who is hardly in touch with me leaves something in FB made me feel I should not wait for her message. May be She is waiting for my message.

I see our wall to wall history – 4 msg from me and one from her …   Phew.. some ppl are so difficult to deal with when it comes to distance.  ( u guys are lucky cuz m most of the time easily reachable)

Had been missing old time spent in PG, Room party with Dim light.. Ooo how i miss yellow bulbs.. here arent any in this flat. Just white tube-light  :|

Manali and i used to go to temple and church quiet sometime. Church does some magic. Its peaceful. its understanding yourself and getting answer to the drooling questions and piling up more questions in mind before leaving….

I have to look for HTML courses and guitar classes – my Present longing.

I m lost i don’t know how to find out about them. Google didn't really help.

Today looks longer cuz my friend is gone and i have no one to go out with :(

I am home watching TV with 1/5 of my concentration.

thinking to play game with 1/5 of my interest.

want to go out with 2/5 enthusiasm.

feeling guilty of wasting time and not able to look for course i want. 3/5 – guilt feeling

Dhuuu the ratio is wrong.. there is just lots in my head and i feel lost. Missing home. :(

 

Saw the FB quizzi( how much do you know Nidhi Mangal i.e. Ur own Nidzzi) nothing above 46%

Feel like listening to “nothing else matters”

P.s. Soap Gossip  >>>  madsi was right. Sugna is pregnant in Balika Vadhu.

Mayank gives roses to Nupur in Mile Jab hum tum.. god i can’t keep my eyes off Mayank in MJHT.

PPS.  Still high on Love story, Taylor Swift

Long time didn't go for shopping, have to buy two jeans.

Feeling that i am growing fat – sitting, eating, sleeping and lying down    :|

two post in a day  :O  :O Better don't ignore my previous post. read and comment on that too :|

Pending stuff -- I have three Novels to read (rolling eyes)

Don’t feel like re – reading the post i know Peter will point out for grammar errors.. but its ok .. u know me..

 

See ya.. Love ya.. Miss ya,, muah…