Weird mood

 Teardrops in my eyes

Its like before sleeping you have a talk on phone with your best buddy. Some words hurt you and you don't feel nice about it, still you don't let him know. Suddenly there is restlessness to hang up the call. You want to talk no more. You go to bed and you realise you aren't in good mood. Something upsetting and sad happened but you can't figure out what exactly screwed your mood. You want to sleep but zillions of thoughts provoke your mind. You keep turning back the cell phone and see what time is and its surprising to realise the passes by either too slowly or too quickly. Its hard to pass the night and you wish its dawn soon. With wet eyelashes and thoughts of good and bad times you at last fall asleep. Next morning nothing is in your head but you aren't happy. Its difficult to understand if you want to be sad, you should be sad, or you sad of what happen last night or you sad for no reason. You mate calls up and you answer his call but talk in low pitch. What happen he says and you are quiet with  no answers to yourself .