At times I am bad mood and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know the reason why I am upset. There will be things in head which plays passively and I don’t even know that I have been thinking about it and it has been hurting.
Friends have different reaction to this phase of mine. If I share with Rohit he always tries to be realistic and explains me in his own way which again I won’t be in mood to listen cause how I see & feel things, he is not able to(no one will be able to). Other friends would be like – “haan hota hai, life is like this only!!!” damn lame lines those are. Totally sucks. ” you think a lot”, yes I do. I can’t help it.
With some friends I don’t try to share cause I know the more I talk about it, the more I think and I tend to get more upset. Ultimately these small issues settle itself with good sleep or nice music or even a good romantic movie to distract to myself. Thing is my friends don’t understand that time can be healer instead they would poke me to share. All I can say is dude let me sleep I will be fine. I don’t wanna go through all the phases again with you, explaining you things. I can handle my problem myself. If I need you I will talk to you and if tomorrow morning I am not cool I shall get back to you. Well I am sure I have rights to go under hibernation for a couple of days. I am allowed to miss couple of days of my life from public profile.
Two days. No updates from Nidhi on FB
Friend A -- Hiiiii Nidhi. Didn’t see you in FB for two days. What are you busy with?
Friend B -- looks like too busy with RD, no time for friends huh!!!
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DAMN IT!!!
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