Bad luck kitna kharab hosakta hai kisi ka..
The day I left from Calcutta to Nepal, it was a West Bengal strike.
The day I had exam In Kathmandu it was strike and my exam got canceled. My 6 mtonhs of preparation got wasted cuz I can give this exam only in next June when others will be one level ahead than me.
Strike was announced the day I was returning to my home town, so I had to Postpone my tickets, pay another RS1500.
Two days back I met Dr Ashok Baskota in ktm, the serior orthopedic, a very notorious doctor and I don't know how on earth I forgot my medical report on his desk. Today I had to meet a Plastic Sergent and I was so blank as I had lost my medical report. :(
I somehow went back to hospital and searched and found my reports. Met the Sergent. He explained me everything and said it was dangerous to operate my leg again. I should be happy with what I have. Further intervention can complicate situation.
Explained this things to mom. Made her understand we have to go to my old doctor in Bangalore and talk to him if operation can be dangerous. cuz end of Dec. I m scheduled for a operation .
Life seems to messed up.
Why does negative feelings comes to my mind? Why cant i jsut stay positive. Why do I think what of I will stay what I m today how will I manage and what all things I need to give up.
I want to outshine. I want to be fine. I want to join work again and study and party hard. My mom says I can do anything, I am brave and daring. Yes I am and I dont wanna lose trust and my confidence, my will power and most of all ME.
P.s Tomorrow am flying to my home town from ktm.
will be there in B'lore my end of December. :) seee ya guys.
The day I left from Calcutta to Nepal, it was a West Bengal strike.
The day I had exam In Kathmandu it was strike and my exam got canceled. My 6 mtonhs of preparation got wasted cuz I can give this exam only in next June when others will be one level ahead than me.
Strike was announced the day I was returning to my home town, so I had to Postpone my tickets, pay another RS1500.
Two days back I met Dr Ashok Baskota in ktm, the serior orthopedic, a very notorious doctor and I don't know how on earth I forgot my medical report on his desk. Today I had to meet a Plastic Sergent and I was so blank as I had lost my medical report. :(
I somehow went back to hospital and searched and found my reports. Met the Sergent. He explained me everything and said it was dangerous to operate my leg again. I should be happy with what I have. Further intervention can complicate situation.
Explained this things to mom. Made her understand we have to go to my old doctor in Bangalore and talk to him if operation can be dangerous. cuz end of Dec. I m scheduled for a operation .
Life seems to messed up.
Why does negative feelings comes to my mind? Why cant i jsut stay positive. Why do I think what of I will stay what I m today how will I manage and what all things I need to give up.
I want to outshine. I want to be fine. I want to join work again and study and party hard. My mom says I can do anything, I am brave and daring. Yes I am and I dont wanna lose trust and my confidence, my will power and most of all ME.
P.s Tomorrow am flying to my home town from ktm.
will be there in B'lore my end of December. :) seee ya guys.
21 comments:
Think when you had something wrong last And today you have crossed that.
Likewise, this phase will also gone very soon. Do not worry. Each sunrise is for sunset And each sunset has its own sunrise baby.
i knw hobo. cnat wait for the day . but i think i shudnt wait. i shud be happy for wht i have or else i will waste my life regretting
Try to be busy And no negative thoughts will arrive - be sure.
And when you are free you will be so tired that you will go for Zzzz And no time for such thoughts.
Ok?
its holiday time since i m done with the shitty exam tht never happened.. dont knw if i can b so busy not to think :| i will try
Niddzzi,
Talk to bglr waala doctor and find out... See he is the one who treated u earlier naa...
Every doctor contradicts the other one...
Aur ek dum se itna sab mat soch... else stressed ho jaayegi...
Talk to ur doctor over fone and tell him abt it.. yahin se... I am sure he wil understand..
Mom is right...tera will-power bahut solid hain... u can win over all difficulties... I believe in the same... I believe in you.
yes harshi. wil reach home tomo. i will call my blore doctor frm there.
hey nidhzii dun worry abt wats happening ..let some time pass by and yeah then u'll be able to think positive..
juss take all this as challenge and yeah u cn fight it out.
tc hugzzz
You'll be fine re. You're a strong gal. Negative thoughts are natural. Focus on your family, friends. I'm sure your B'lore ka doc will give you good news.
Hang in there buddy.
Luv,
Rabbit :D
P.S. Take up a hobby. It works.
yes PJ . challenges se dur kaha jaungi. its there in each n every step .. n hw r things with u ??
Hi shaunak,
I hope negative vibes clouds sooon and a bring day outshines
:)
Ur squirrel
The sun sets each day so that it can rise again in all it's glory.
You'll find your sunshine soon.
- Rabbit
Rabbit this pic is so unlike u . i like ur fb profile pic. shows the real rabbit in u
it's different :D
U see a different me on fb.
Take care dear... *Hugs* Hope everything works out the way it should...
love...
I just know that things are going to be fine soon!
keep smiling and go ahead with whatever you feel correct..!
I just know that things are going to be fine soon!
oh god ! its pretty hard to be positive in the circumstances that you've mentioned. hold your fort gal !
and i do hope things turn up for the better for you.
you will get well,get up and very soon.wishing you the only thing that i can "all the best"
@Shauank - different side of u !! ahaaaa
@Abhinav- why are u repeating lines???? I got ur point..
@I'll try to be truthful - thanks for the wishes :) with wishes I m so much better today. Wishes does magic. I have seen and i believe
Sab THik hoga.
take great care of yourself.
hugs and love
Sneha
Rabbit and squirrel ka kya locha hai :P
hope things will take a positive turn for u now... :) i know it will
take care, love u a lot :)
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